Friday, March 6, 2009

just not quite me

I'm in sort of a carpe diem mood right now. Anyone up for a game of lazer tag?

how about swimming? or maybe diving?
Bowling?
Soccer? Gotta love soccer!
hmmm...whatever it is, I'm bound to do adequate to horrible.

Anyways. I'm almost sure you haven't given up. If you have, o well. It's just my mood, but I'll probably regret saying it later. But I'm gonna say it!

The days I spent with you burned their imprint onto my heart.
I will always feel them, though my memories may fade.
Though I may fall in love again, you will eternally hold a place in the deepest part of my soul.
well...maybe not eternally...yet...We'll find out soon enough. Maybe.

I'll feel it, even as the seasons change.
That I met you within the vastness of time, was the greatest experience of my life.
Even after I sprint into the future,you will always be special and precious to me.
Even as the seasons change again.

With high in the sky dreams,
Jeremy/Jerry/Bob/whatever you call me...I shall know

21 comments:

Brigitta Rae said...

I'm utterly confuzzled. I did, however, post my response on my blog. If it wasn't my response you were looking for. Please, just comment that back.

Jerry said...

Actually, it was you. You're the only one who reads this...as far as I can tell. I just can't read your response, you've blocked off your blog to all who come near...

Do I have to fight the dragon?

Brigitta Rae said...

Oh, then I guess I have to open my blog back up huh?...I really didn't expect...you know, didn't even think you'd try to read it 'till today...so...

Yeah! Fight Henry while I hurry and build up courage! ^_^

Jerry said...

Didn't think I'd try? I'm always online! I guess you must be trying to get it to be perfect?

Henry? *shakes head* Oh no...I was planning on his much easier brother. There's no way I could beat a level 9 logician in my current state-of-mind. But if I must...I'll try!

Brigitta Rae said...

Trying, but to no avail. I think the perfect words are locked up in a titanium vault full water and aquatic spiders, but I tried anyways.
Poor henry having to deal with you in a state-of-mind. Remind me to give him an extra big elk tomorrow.

Turtles said...

Ok Jerry this is just cruel. Now I'm curious what your reply to her reply will be. The anticipation is killing me!!!!!

Brigitta Rae said...

*rolls eyes* It took me two days! *tbth* And now you wont even let me edit it...blocked from my own blog...

Brigitta Rae said...

It's horrible! Plus, if I were him I would run...run far away and never look back! (Jerry you getting this!)

I mean seriously...I'd at least pinch myself to make sure it wasn't a nightmare! Then I might conclude that my whole life has been a nightmare, which could only happen in my dreams...so, you'd probably find me at jamba juice with a tub of frozen raspberries and a bag of cheddar ruffles...

I may be blocked from my blog, but I can send healthy pointers through his, turtles! MUWAHAHAHAHA! I found a flaw in your plan!

Sooooo much to say...to edit...to explain....I'm afraid I might type too fast and it will all come out like...and youslkajsdfkasldkj dlknasldfjasldkflskdfjasiuwk ndalksdjflaskjdf sldkfjsldkfjaslkdfjsalkdfjsldk.... which would be bad...so I'll just wait for him to call me crazy and then I'll unleash my reasoning and a bit of encouragement in that direction of thinking.

HA! I feel empowered! BACK TO THE TREADMILL! *sigh* You gotta love stress relief...

Jerry said...

well, if you're really blocked from your own blog...I'll have to post what I said here, eh?
"
Well, I think it's close to enough. You almost sound like the Brigitta I 'knew' in that 3rd paragraph. I knew you'd come back. =p

Man, I just love this natural high I'm feeling. If it weren't midnight, I'd be yelling, running, lighting fires. You know, the usual excitement with a bit more joy.

But, like you said. Typing just don't cut it, there's just too much to try and put into words.
"

And now for this page:

Run away? Why would I do that? The only way it would be away, is the object relative to where I'm running to...NEVERMIND! I'm gonna find this magic Jamba Juice. That's what I was trying to say.

Guess I have to hear the end of this. You are so crazy. I didn't think you would actually say anything...but, here we are! ^.^

Yup, stress relief is nice. I wish I could run right now. Lousy sleep...

Brigitta Rae said...

I went to jamba juice today...

Jerry said...

I go to all that trouble and all you say is that you know where this magic jamba juice is?!??

Don't tell me...I love the thrill of a hunt!

Did they make a raspberry ruffle smoothie just for you?

Brigitta Rae said...

psssh, the epic post is coming. Patience is a virtue? Virtue being the brigitta term for "or else i send a liege of zombie cats after you."

Jerry said...

0.o Zombie cats? Is that the best you've got in your arsenal atm? WE had a Zombie attack that day the bus got stuck when it snowed six feet...

anyways, it was HILARIOUS! Just imagine a whole bunch of zombies sliding on a snow-covered hill as they try to reach us. =p

Brigitta Rae said...

lol! That sounds hilarious! Have you seen shaun of the dead?...i haven't...BUT I WANT TO! It looks classic!


Well here's your epic post, in case you haven't gone to my blog yet.

day after day the moon circled through night
filling the sky with her god-given light
peace, love and beauty fooled her innocent eyes
always reaching for a promise of more enchanting skies

an eclipse of the sun plunged the earth into night
but the moon and the sun were enveloped in light
love, truth and destiny shone in their eyes
finally understanding that fate lied clear 'cross the skies

parting was sorrow, moon returning to night
no longer dancing in the glow of loves light
the whole world changing before moons eyes
humans had developed underneath the blue skies

people were fierce and grew dark as the night
few understood the true love of gods light
destruction reined before her innocent eyes
now running away was why she looked to the skies

fate brought again the day that was night
and heavens beamed at the power of light
fear, hurt and caution shone from only her eyes
long gone was the innocence that reined in the skies




I'm sorry, I should have known. Forgive me for the earlier post...I didn't take the time to understand. I'm a dreamer, Jerry. It's hard for me to apply reality...
Don't worry, soon it will all be forgotten.
The eclipse will pass...it always does....
-Brigitta Rae

Jerry said...

Another reading, another confusion. But I can say one more thing. I'm like an elephant. It's hard to forget things.

Brigitta Rae said...

But some things are only memories...

Jerry said...

Ummmm...what's that supposed to mean? It still means it was there.

Brigitta Rae said...

Am I a memory?

Jerry said...

Well, that there's a tricky question...first you'd have to define memory. Like wishing we were back in seventh grade...or just remembering all the fun we've had...or thinking about you all the time...hmmm, sounds like another reason to sluff 7th/3rd...

Brigitta Rae said...

No, it was just as I said it. Am I a memory? Do you know who I am?

Brigitta Rae said...

here?